In a meek attempt to start taking caring of myself better, I woke up before Fiona and worked out. When she was napping I got my hair cut and colored.
When I was putting her to sleep to sleep tonight, she hugged me, and without me saying so first she said,"i love mama." I said "i love you, too." Then she petted my face and said, "mama a good girl."
If only I could bottle that feeling!